
The two great feasts of August have something
important in common:
both celebrate
the potential glory of the human person in communion with God. When we
contemplate the
Transfiguration of Our Lord,
we are not only experiencing a revelation of God,
we are also seeing our true selves, as we are called to be.
Christ on Mount Tabor is not half man and half
God, but entirely God and entirely Man. Nine days later, when
we commemorate the
Dormition of the Mother of God, we remember
the Church's teaching that Mary, alone among
human beings, has passed beyond death and
judgement; her body and soul have been assumed into glory, and she
dwells totally in eternal life. What has
already happened to her may - if we are found worthy - happen
also to other human beings at the Last Day; she shows us the
divine glory which we are invited to share.
With those
inspiring thoughts - leavened with some witty, but far from frivolous
references to Alice Through the Looking Glass - Bishop Kallistos
of Diokleia, the FOI chairman and leader of
this year's pilgrimage, guided us through the
final hours of our expedition to Scotland. His final homily was
delivered after a magnicent liturgy in which
we celebrated the (new-calendar) Feast of the
Dormition, and gave thanks for an unprecedented event in FOI's six-year
history.
The 2002
pilgrimage broke new ground in several important respects. As a change,
we decided not to visit Iona itself - we will return there, God
willing, in 2003 - but to organise a series of
excursions to other holy places in Scotland which are associated
with Saint Columba and his tradition. We based ourselves at
Craig
Lodge, a retreat house near Dalmally on Loch
Awe whose owners, Calum and Marianne
McFarlane-Barrow, hosted us with immense warmth, kindness and
forbearance. We were a larger than usual
group; in all, 40 people took part in some or all of the
pilgrimage. They included Jim and Nancy Forest, Americans who run
the widely-respected
Orthodox Peace Fellowship
from their home in the Netherlands; and
Natalya Kulkova, a lecturer in ancient Greek at
Saint Tikhon's
theological institute and a vice-president of
Syndesmos, the Orthodox Youth Federation. Also
represented were Orthodox communities from all over the British Isles
(from at least four jurisdictions, the
Patriarchates of Antioch, Constantinople, Moscow and
Romania!) and Christians from other traditions who share our
interest in the early history of the Celtic Church.
Our pilgrimage
included four major excursions. The first was to Dunadd, an
intensely numinous hill-fort which towers over the coastal plain
of Argyll;

Dunadd Fort
this was the capital of the kingdom
of Dal Riata, which Saint Columba served as
spiritual adviser and king-maker. Then on Sunday, August 11th, there was
a happy milestone in the modern history of Orthodoxy in these
islands: an unforgettable Divine Liturgy in
Kilmory Chapel, a 1000-year-old, roof-less
(but otherwise well-preserved) place of worship on the Atlantic coast,
within sight of an inlet where Irish monks
might easily have landed. (Seeking permission
to use this chapel from its owners, Historic Scotland, was one of
the myriad tasks shouldered by Ruth Nares, who devoted much of
the previous year to preparing and organising
the pilgrimage.) After Kilmory there was a
bracing, five-mile walk over a rough mountain road to Columba's Cave,
where a rudimentary altar and incised Chi-Ro cross lend weight to
the tradition that the seafaring saint stopped
and prayed there on arrival from Ireland.

Saint Columba's cave
And
finally, there was a magnificent fire-side tea, provided to
over 30 people by Caroline Kinneill, a parishioner of the Russian
cathedral in London, at Ardpatrick, a seaside
country house whose name gives a hint of the
other Irish saint associated with this part of Scotland.
On Monday on Tuesday, in three separate parties, we travelled in
small-ish boats to Eileach-an-Naomh
(pronounced, roughly, EEleha-Neeve, and meaning
rocky place of the saints), an islet whose extensive monastic
remains and stark beauty would stir the
stoniest of hearts. Some scholars believe this tiny
patch of verdant, south-facing land was Hinba, the mysterious
location where Saint Columba had many of his
most powerful encounters with God; and where
he celebrated the Eucharist with three other saints, with a bright light
visible above his head. Hinba or not, the
island has a clear association with
Saint
Brendan, another great navigator for Christ. For many pilgrims, the most
moving location was a hillock south of the
monastic enclosure, crowned by a small upright
slate slab; this is traditionally believed to the tombstone of Columba's
mother Eithne.
One pilgrim,
Michael Norman Hill, was unable to make the boat journey to
Eileach-an-Naomh, but instead spent a memorable afternoon on the
quay-side, regaling the FOI secretary with recitations from WB
Yeats and the Old Slavonic liturgy. These
moments were remembered fondly, three month
later, at the funeral service for Michael, a devoted
Russophile who had been a gifted
Anglican priest before becoming, with his wife Veronica,
one of the pillars of Orthodoxy in England's north-west.)
FOI's final
excursion took us, by regular ferry, to Islay where we visited
two sites of huge historical and spiritual importance. One was
the lake island of
Finlaggan, which was in
medieval times was capital of the Lord of the Isles
kingdom -

The Finlaggan Site
and several centuries earlier, a retreat for a local
saint of the Columban tradition. Then we saw
what many regard as the greatest surviving
monument of Celtic Christianity: the Kildalton Cross, erected on
Islay's southern tip, just a stone's throw from Ireland, in about
800 AD. Its bluestone carvings depict not only
Christ and His Mother, but figures from the
Old Testament, such as Cain and Abel, which in different ways
speak of the interplay between life and death. Under a glowering
sky, the Cross "held us as candle flame holds
moths," as Nancy Forest recalled afterwards.

Kildalton High Cross
Because our
group represented such a broad mixture of "cradle" Orthodox
and converts, there was an intriguing
range of reactions to Scotland's holy places.
Nancy Forest put it this way: "As a Western Orthodox Christian,
I often feel a real longing for a Christianity I can relate to as
part of my cultural heritage; I will never be
a Russian or Greek. It is rare to be able to
pray at a cross or grave which pre-dates the east-west division of the
Christian world...we were all deeply moved and strengthened by
this pilgrimage."
For Muscovite
Natalya Kulkova, coming from one of Orthodoxy's
heart-lands, "the pilgrimage opened up the densely-populated
world of Celtic saints, and evoked feelings of
love, curiosity and eagerness to know more
about the tradition of sanctity in the British Isles..."
Interspersed with our excursions was a series of talks which
threw light, from different angles, on the
main theme of the pilgrimage: the desert and
the city - in other words, the relationship between the monastic calling
and life in the world, whether in ancient times or modern, the
Christian East or the West.
Bishop Kallistos
recalled in that in the late Roman period, the desert
was a place of physical and spiritual dangers, of carnivores and
demons, in contrast with the relative order of
the city. In the modern West, by comparison,
the countryside has been tamed and in places reduced to a
manicured park, while many urban places are associated with dark
and incalculable perils, from mugging to terrorism. Today, he
implied, the "deserts" which call out most
urgently for redemption and spiritual warfare
are drug-ridden tenements or unlit street where muggers prowl.
Father Alexander
Williams complemented our study of the seafaring
saints (who plied a fickle but well-known maritime highway
between Ireland and Scotland) by reminding us
of the other Scottish saints who moved inland
- and may well have faced even greater physical hazards.
Prominent among them was Saint Blane, who gave his name to
Father Alexander's home town, and home parish, of
Dunblane north
of Glasgow.
On a still more
personal note, Jim Forest spoke to us the Beatitudes,
as an invaluable guide-book or
navigational aid for pilgrims and travellers
in any age, whether their journey was by sea, land, air or simply
in the spirit. This was a deeply moving talk, coming straight
from the heart.
Then there was a
rich feast for the intellect. Dr Jonathan Wooding, from
the University of Wales in Lampeter - which is a powerhouse of
Celtic Christian studies - drew on a wonderful
variety of sources to highlight the theme of
"Deserts in the Ocean" in Irish Christian literature.
Under his
guidance, we looked at passages in
Adomnan's Life of Columba
which show how remote island retreats were seen as places of
intense spiritual battle, not to be undertaken
without the explicit blessing of an abbot or spiritual
guide - just as the deserts of Egypt were viewed by the Christian
East. We noted the deep feeling for imagery
and sub-text in Irish commentaries on the
Gospel stories, such as Christ's calming of the storm. We wrestled with
intriguing refences to giant sheep and sea-cats in the life of
Saint Brendan. And we considered both the
literal meaning, and the deeper resonances, of
early Irish accounts of summer voyages to Iceland, with its never-ending
sun. But as Jonathan himself remarked, no
amount of book-learning can be a substitute
for the experience of visiting a place like Eileach-an-Naomh in a
small boat; such an excursion brings home in a very physical way
the courage, faith and intuitive sense of
synergy with God that marked out the Celtic
saints. The seafaring saints must surely have known in their
bones what Saint John Cassian - the great teacher of eastern
monasticism in the West - wrote in books: that
man can and must struggle for his own
salvation, but he never ceases to be at the mercy of God.
If the 2002
pilgrims took away one great blessing from their journey to
Scotland, it may perhaps be this: a glimpse, at least, into the
feelings of Saint Columba and his followers as
they chanted the timeless sailors' hymn, Psalm
107.
"Those who go
down to the sea in ships, who do business in great waters;
They see the works of the Lord, and great wonders in the deep.
For He commands and raises the stormy wind,
Which lifts up the waves of the sea.
They mount up to the heavens, They go down
again to the depths; Their soul melts because
of the trouble. They reel to and fro, and
stagger like a drunken man, And are at their
wits' end. Then they cry out to the Lord in
their trouble, And he brings them out of their
distresses. He calms the storm, so that its
waves are still. Then they are glad because
they are quiet; So he guides them to their
desired haven."
Oh that men
would give thanks to the Lord for His goodness
And for his wonderful works to the children of men."